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Study study study, I can't take it anymore, why the heck am I studying when I could do something else .. like .. I don't know, reading, shopping, ANYTHING but that? Well, cause I have to get excellent grades. Sick of this shit, stupid people can rule the world and the others are supposed to be intelligent to pay their rent. Da faq is wrong with this system? Ohh, I miss George Carlin. :(

Dear diary, Today I felt agonized. I'm not sure why but I might have a little idea from where is coming. I'm always watching works here and I'm anxious about mine. I mean, I wanna open up my photoshop and start workin' but it's like .. I don't have time and that's really a stupid, dumb excuse witch I created for myself considering that time is not exhaustible. I believe in the fact that we have the power to make our own schedule. Even if it's about school. If you have math and then English, you can skip math and just go to the English. But .. there are consequences and you need to face them, whether you like it or not. As for myself, my

Today I have nothing quite exciting to write down because I don't feel very well. I feel like I'm falling apart. Lots of people say that I'm always cynic, unmotivated, pessimist girl and I'm really wondering .. am I that kind of person? If so .. what's the big deal? From one thing that I've learned these past days it's that .. nothing comes for free. I know it's so typical but! I've got my reasons for saying that or .. writing it down .. whatever. It's one thing to hear and repeat it and it's another to actually feel it. I kinda felt left behind by some people but I didn't care cause I had more important stuff to do like .. taking a bath or